*waves anxiously* uh hello

im alive lol

sooo explanation time kinda

i got sucked into final fantasy 14 rp tumblr on a secondary account so i could follow people separately and such and hyper-fixation kicked in so i stopped remembering to log in over here

i’ve been doing…fine i guess. not today though, like- right this second some shit was going on on the other dash and i legit am having the worst anxiety week in a long time sO i figured… this would help me decompress or. something. i don’t know.

tldr: not dead, just anxious and hyperfixated- currently trying not to get ill with nerves

hope ya’ll have been well

This just in: miscommunication is the key to a stable marriage.

@endoshan holy shit you figured it out

being a girl and hitting puberty is so traumatic. you go from being a genderless little free thing to being hit with shaving and makeup and growing breasts and skincare and menstruation and suddenly being sexualised when like a few years ago you could take your shirt off to play in the stream and trade yugioh cards with the boys and come home covered in mud and not even think about it. and then you spend years hating being a girl and hating everything puberty did to you and wishing you could be a boy or be completely genderless again and it takes you Many years to come to terms with yourself Or you simply try to Lean In to everything and do makeup tutorials on YouTube and claim it’s for fun. like how can this be treated as normal

i love when people make uquizzes where they try to be super judgmental but they accidentally just reveal too much information about their own personality and none of it is good

me every time i take a sip of my cappuccino: do they know it's called cappuccino because the color is similar to the sackcloth worn by capuchin friars (cappuccini). do they know capuchin friars got their name from the hood (cappuccio) they wear. do they know cappuccino is a double diminutive as it comes from capo ('robe') + uccio = cappuccio ('hood' but literally 'little robe') + ino = cappuccino ('tiny hood' but literally 'tiny little robe'). do they know

fuck your mass effect ending

imagine grunt in a ball pit instead

Some mass effects after replaying the series. It still holds a very special place in my heart.

colorblind pride flag just dropped

Blanka and Doc Samson confirmed LGBT.

remember when you were 16 and if you slept past 10 am adults would act like you had murdered someone or were dying

you guys ever just think about Julians hands?

do you ever think about how if you dive into the ocean and go deeper and deeper you will pass through layers of darker and darker blue until everything is black and cold and the pressure will be so intense that it will kill you without protection but if you keep going you will find little glowing specks of light, and if you go up into the sky and go higher and higher you will pass through layers of darker and darker blue until everything is black and cold and the pressure will be so intense that it will kill you without protection but if you keep going you will find little glowing specks of light

so I had the idea that Marinette somehow finds out about Emilie and struggles with how to break the news to Adrien... this is set pre-reveal for maximum miscommunication

shout out to everyone not in the ML fandom reblogging this not knowing his mom is in his basement <3

oh she's chillin alright